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Now Is When You Had It All

by Jeffrey Walter Barnes

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jollymon98 There is probably a real case to be made (I know Normacrub) that I am this rockstars oldest fan. I can’t wait to dig into this quarantine goodness and enjoy. Jeff is a rare gift to the world and we are so lucky to get new brilliance in the midst of quarantine 2020!
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1.
You've had time to settle down they say it's peaceful when you drown You're alive you're in deep, let it sink Latest night, mysteries and terrifying clarity making plans with shaking hands and palms to read Forever paralyzed and caught between nothing really matters and you care about everything There's a thousand tricks to numb the sting but it's never easy lemon squeezy You were young you were scared you're forgiven you're repaired breathe in hope breathe out fear breathe again cause we're alive and we're in deep the love you give is yours, to keep so take the world my clear eyed girl and get back to me all the elemental melodies and colors still remain and the tears will turn to water turned to rain Forever paralyzed and caught between nothing really matters you're in love with everything and I've tried every trick to numb the sting but it's never easy, so enjoy it while it's easy lemon squeezy
2.
I like the wake and bakey lazy days I like the trees that make the sunshine shady I like the records that the record player plays I like the way she never calls me baby I like the feeling when the lights come out and the sun goes down and the kids go crazy I like the summer when it spins around yeah I like to slip into the salty sea I like to sing and have the sound surround me A kind of temperamental ecstasy I like to tell you I'm so glad you found me
3.
Fond du Lac 04:51
If I'm in the way, I'll go, you stay You like the silence anyway and you're best at games that don't take two to play I'd run back through the fire but there's nothing left to save but I'll miss the way you roll your eyes and sigh and playin Pacman at the laundromat when we're high I see you swimming in the deep of July It's been a long goodbye, but I keep on waking from fever dreams shaking If I don't get out now I know, I'll never go and you've never been one to laugh when it's not funny and you'll never leave Fond du lac I knew in 7th grade, your bed was made and it didn't matter where you laid we were bred in captivity and that's just where you stayed and I always knew I'd rather burn than fade
4.
Colorado 04:40
Before you settle in, it's time to move on You shed your brittle skin, exhale and your gone I know it Your cartoon colored eyes, are taking it it it goes in slow motion until you're nearing the end I know it, I know I know I'm like the silver stars that shine on Colorado I'm alone, I know it This plastic colored mask, I'm peeling it off these jokers ain't joking and the roads all lead into Rome I know it You think you'll arrive at a place in your life where the answers alight but they won't The floodgates are open and the lights aren't leading you home I know I'm like the silver stars that shine on Colorado I'm thankful for my tiny life and the time I got to borrow' Hi di ho I know I'm like the silver stars that shine on Colorado I'm thankful for my tiny life ant the time I got to borrow I'm shaken wide awake at night by wasted time and endless skies I'm thankful for my tiny life and every minute of it and all ot the time I got to borrow Hi di ho
5.
What is and what's not my fault paper cuts and pass the salt exonerated by default, as the only witness called the state will rest it's case again as another jury's ushered in everybody on it a friend, who knows exactly where I've been maybe I could learn the talk, and even walk the walk but they're never gonna let me in cause I've spent half my life asleep wondering what the dreamers think of me I click my ruby heels and count to three and I pretend I'm me Looking at the list of sins and staring matches I'm still in my disguises thick and thin and this one I'm living in
6.
Heavy Arms 04:24
You can do what you wanna do, make believe that it's up to you seize the day, like they told you to, have the time of you life You can say what you wanna say, no one ever listens anyway watch it shine watch it fade away, hear the noise turning white I've had enough, you can keep my stuff the bittersweet release of giving up washes over me and over til I rise above Heavy arms, heavy legs, heavy heart, heavy head let it go, set it free, get myself, out of me You can be who you wanna be, steal your own identity be the cure be the remedy, live the life that you like You can love who you wanna love, do the thing that you're frightened of you will find there is just enough, dark to show us the light
7.
Moon Like Me 04:09
I was a kid who couldn't sleep through the night my mind would race there in the absence of light and there was a lot I couldn't see at the time with my eyes wide open, half crazy half blind so I keep a lonesome company staring at the moon like me static, electric with a face to the sky hopeless romantic til the day I die there is a man I'll never be that's alright got my mind wide open. half crazy half blind
8.
Brothers 04:25
when people used to ask if we were brothers that would make me feel so nice it was you and I and a cool white lie and so I came to be fluent in dishonesty and learned the words they like and hit my every cue, as if it all was true it was like everybody had read the book before or took a class that I never took on how to act and what to say, and rules I learned to disobey me with no self control, you like a general I've watched you all these years standing true and strong I knew it all along I don't think I should run in your race I don't belong and I'll be taking it slow but brother your my chosen family you lift me up and let me be
9.
There's a pretty good chance you'll be changing your plans if you never learn to love yourself then no one can take this hard, take it easy on me I'm surrounded I'm trying to make the most of all these days and you know you've been blessed with the light in your chest no more keeping it a secret honey just confess there's a hero in every tragedy, there's a battle ahead
10.
this was only a case of fools gold brought to life by the light of the moon and the sodium light shone through on what I never knew and you wouldn't do but this was all I ever wanted when you gave it to me it's going by me very quickly, still I don't mind some time You were playing the role they gave you be a good girl light up the room and the time and the tide shone through on what happened to you, the darkness was truth it was all I ever wanted when you gave it to me now my tongue won't speak and my eyes won't see all I ever wanted when you gave it to me it's going by me very quickly still I don't mind you were living in the future I was falling back through time but I loved to watch it shine it was lovely when it shined
11.
Pink Polo 04:55
I had a crush in seventh grade in my French class at the dance and Journey played in the light blue light she shined on a west coast night she shines and the first high is the last high they oughta make a drug and call it this feeling pink polo and the wind felt warm and cool and her heart beat through I could feel me coming true on a west coast tide she shines in the best of times she shines and the first high is the last high they oughta make a drug and call it this feeling pink polo like a dream it fades away like the leaves that burn on a cool September day oh the way she smiled so kind and those light blue eyes still shine and she's still there in the soft air and the first high is the last high make a drug call it this feeling

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Recorded in the first weeks of the great isolate of 2020.

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released December 4, 2020

Emma Barnes: backing vox
Mastered by Joe Kay

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Jeffrey Walter Barnes Atlanta, Georgia

Jeffrey Walter Barnes is an Atlanta singer songwriter. Though mostly retired from gigs and recording he has recently discovered the joys of the home studio and will probably release 17 albums in the next 3 years.

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